St. Silouan the Athonite had what he referred to as his "beloved song." The words of this song:
"Soon I shall die, and my accursed soul will descend into the blackness of hell. I shall languish alone in the sombre flames, weeping for my Lord. 'Where art Thou, O Light of my soul? Why hast Thou forsaken me? I cannot live without thee." '
Interesting to say the least.
St. Silouan, conqueror of passions, pray for us unworthy sinners!